Gearing up for 2009

Just got back to Berlin after a wonderful trip to Malmo and Copenhagen. Great food, beautiful sights, close friends. My NYE was festive but mellow, the perfect end to a fruitful, interesting, and busy year and a lovely way to welcome the new one.

In one week I will be back home in San Francisco, and the following week I will be available for sessions. After that things are looking pretty tight, except some availability peppering the final week of January and the first week of February seems quite open as of now. I'm looking forward to meeting some new submissives, I've really appreciated those of you who put such a great effort into your introductory emails- they have been fun to read and have me excited to play with you (...especailly one of you who has been doing very well on your prep assignments).

I'm also very excited to be going for another weekend in Vegas with Mistress Kendra Knight, and to not only get to re connect with CT in the new (to me) playspace in San Francisco but to have him serve Mistress Kendra and I in Sin City as well. We'll be trying on some new protocols, or lack thereof rather, so I'm interested to see how that goes. I always make and effort treat my submissives with respect, courtesy, and gratitude- however now that CT is my slave and property (and of course he'll always be my bitch) I want to give myself permission to let the common outward manifestations of those things drop for this weekend. For example not saying 'thank you' for anything, not checking in about his feelings or preferences at all, not considering his pleasure or comfort. To some people it may sound backwards but it takes a lot of trust for me to feel comfortable truly treating someone that way to the degree that I plan on doing so. Those of you all who have played with me may be scratching your head because you have experienced me indulge in this type of dynamic of course- but there's something unique about this situation that is going to be taking it a step further for me. Beyond the core D/s dynamic I of course have a few other thoughts about ways to make the most of having him there with us but I don't want to give too much away. Think Punishment Panties.

In February I get to make yet another one of my fantasies into a reality with a recently aquired boytoy. I had a great, long-but-slow introductory scene with him in the fall and I'm looking forward to pushing him harder next time... After that I will be starting a month long tour February 20th - March 20th. The cities I am going to visit include:

Los Angeles - February 20-24
Tucson - February 27-28
Santa Fe - March 1-4
Denver - March 6-8
Portland - March 11-13
Seattle - March 15-16

I think I should add travel to my list of fetishes. If you'd like to get together in any of my tour destinations make sure to follow the instructions on my website. (exact dates will be added to this post soon)

And for now, I'll leave you with the fact that it has been far too long since I sessioned with a really good ball busting bottom. Also, I haven't sessioned as much over the last month as I'm used to (too busy with vanilla projects etc) so I'm itching to kick some ass - ahem... I mean play. One of my favorite ball busting scenes ever was in early 2007 in Los Angeles: It started with public play at a club, hard satisfying kicks and lots of hot pained reactions from him. The next day at Jessica Kane's dungeon, bound and suspended his penis duct taped to his stomach, testicles tenderized. The fear in his eyes was intoxicating.

Ooh... Also after just catching up on a friend's private blog I clicked over to this set of metal restraints which I think would be perfect for my collection!